Seven Pounds

Just back from watching "Seven Pounds" after steamboat-ing with housemates, our so-called routine activity once in months, and of course, a short break for me away from hectic work.



Why Seven Pounds? Because of Will Smith, because of Gabriele Muccino, because I was hoping for another "The Pursuit of Happyness".

But I think I'm a bit disappointed after watching it, maybe I don't really like the scene between Tim (or Ben) and Emily, for no reason. Maybe I would prefer if Tim never end his love to his wife, and he just want to help anyone as he could, regardless of whether to ease his guilt to the victims.

The front part was a bit slow, but still okay for me, pity my housemates nearly slept in the beginning. :( But I think Will Smith truly deliver the performance perfectly with his own charisma on the screen, love seeing him expressing every single emotion through his eyes. That's what I like.

What should be next? The Reader I perhaps.

感慨

这一趟回家乡，听到了不少让人感慨的事情。

爸爸好友的儿子，一个自小就天资异常聪颖，琴棋书画样样不学自通的孩子，因患上忧郁症，活在一个自己都无法了解的世界里，而选择走向了不归路，留下遗言，我找不回迷失的自己。

朋友的亲戚，一个努力向上，勤奋用工的优秀生，考上了美国麻省理工大学，前途一片光明，却不幸遭受毫无人性的黑人侮辱。一个在陌生的国度里，对前途满怀期待的好女孩，接受不了肉体上的羞辱，精神崩溃了。

人越是年长，越会发现世事根本不得由你去控制，也更能体会到活在当下的道理。

我不求什么，只求身边的人健健康康，快快乐乐。 愿大家努力工作，认真生活，笑着过每一天。

Life is Fun

How can I conclude my life recently? BUSY!

Weekday, I work until 11pm, go home take bath then continue to work again, until 2am, sleep, wake up at 8:30am (luckily :p), then another busy day.

Weekend, I wake up slightly late, but no shopping no chill out, work from home till late too.

WHAT A LIFE! And you may ask why? Because the Maxis 3G network swap project is in the full swing now, plus my manager who is the strongest player in my team being pulled out from project to concentrate in management, what makes it worse is, my team (now left with 2 kolian engineers) is responsible for the bloody-no-mistake KLCC area. :(

Anyway, things must have their bright side too! To be frank, the heavy workload that I'm having now, at least helps me adapting to the life after my bf leaving Msia again, because I got no time to miss him at all. :p Plus, the workload makes me feel that I'm worthy for the pay, I mean... hey boss you should pay me more! Haha. Then I have one big bonus from thousand miles, a Gucci bag to reward me working so hard recently, of course not from my boss. :p

Great friends always support and care on me. Housemates always call when they haven't seen me at home after 11pm, some friends even finding job for me, LOL! And, our jalan jalan cari makan gang wouldn't stop traveling for food! Travel all the way to Ampang for the genuine yong tao fu... I had a great day because that is the first time I really visit Ampang, I love going somewhere new and seeing something fun! :D

Busy work won't stop me from enjoying my life, will visit bf's sister for her new-born baby after today's work. Baby I'm coming!

We Will Remember You - The Sweetest Angel

11:59pm, 31st Dec 08, while everybody was busy celebrating the new year countdown, my sweet and pretty colleague came from China, was struggling after a hit.

2:00am, 1st Jan 09, while everybody was still fascinated with the awesome firework performance, the kind and helpful young girl, passed away without seeing her boyfriend and parents in oversea.

As a responsible and hardworking engineer, as usual, she worked until 9pm++ on new year eve. She was rushing back to the apartment to pack her stuff, because she had to fly off to Brunei for another project the other day. Rushing to cross the road, the next minute she knew, she was already lying on the road, after being hit by a speeding car.

There were rumours and speculation, that it was a hit and run, that she was afraid to use the pedestrian bridge because there were many cases happened there, that she was there for very long time before people saw and sent her to hospital. I do not know about this, and I couldn't justified, all I know is, an old couple lost their beloved daughter, a guy working hard abroad lost the one in his life.

I did not have much expression on face for the whole day, no weeping, no groaning, nothing, because the pain is so deep inside. The saddest thing is, you know you can do nothing to change this. You can do absolutely nothing to bring her back.

Keep praying, I hope the mantra helps.

The warmest and sweetest smile, that is something that we will never forget.

我是笨蛋

上周回老家的时候，妈妈又给了我一个精玉良言：“人的一生中就重要就是不停地获取知识，不断进步，不进则退；一个人没有学问，思想肤浅，哪怕给他更多的钱，也只得满身铜臭味。”

今天的我是有点“不爽”的，但是令到我不爽的原因还真有点笨蛋，再看下去就知道为什么我是笨蛋了。

我在生气的时候有点“串”，我会说：“如果你要欺骗我，请你用一用你的脑袋，不够聪明请不要一厢情愿认为别人会相信漏洞百出的谎话。”

我不能忍受排队时插队的人，也不能忍受随地乱丢垃圾的垃圾虫，但最最最不能忍受肤浅又自以为他很厉害的家伙。肤浅不代表读的书少，更不是指成绩不够标青，而是指那些看事情只看一面，每天都捉着你述说他或她的是非，从人家的家里有多少只狗到人家的女朋友怎样怎样都好像很关她的事，一副惟恐天下不乱的样子。自己犯了错就快点躲起来，躲藏着也罢，被抓包时还要满口没脑的谎话，她真的以为全世界人都没有脑，例子？打个比方，口口声声说哦我什么都不知道，我最近都没驾车，我的车子已经坏了一个月，但是明明她上周就载着你出去，类似这种白痴谎言。再不然就是一哭二闹三上吊，或者来一招恶人先告状加上泼妇骂街，哇，这种影后哪里找。

还有，拜托，不要奢望我会相信一些没有脑的话，譬如说你的同事有一天把一罐香水放在你的车里，所以他害到你的车子坏了，或者是你一口咬定是别人把你的把你的衣服淋湿了但是不肯承认自己下雨的时候忘记关窗。

故事结束。

那为什么我是大笨蛋？

因为我竟然会让这些人影响我的心情，真笨蛋。就连我那比我年轻八岁的妹妹（虽然这小妹天生精神层次非常高）都会说：“人家的缺点是人家的事，为什么你那么笨蛋被影响？”

妈妈说：”忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空“，家好月圆的荷妈说：“丞相肚里能撑船”。好啦好啦我听话啦，就当她唱歌啦。啊弥陀佛。